A good bye to the guild. And to someone my heart belongs to.

After a serious of events that I wish not to go over, I have decided to leave. This guild has been a great home for me and my characters. I've loved you all like family and am glad I could both help you all and be helped by you. Unfortunately all good things must come to an end. As I leave I must also discuss what is to come of my character. Shar has been both a joy and a burden to me. I've decided to kill him. Simple as that. I don't want a story for his death, or to think any longer on it. So I'm done with that.

Now onto what I really wanted to state. Anyone this isn't for won't understand. I love you, and I always will. You've cause me great pain putting me through these loops and I'll never understand why. You let me believe you cared, you let me feel I found my soul mate. My hopea were all false since the day I meet you, bit I couldn't accept that, ans its still hard to accept. I'll never meet anyone as perfect as you, and I've come to accept that. For you, I would give anything. I hope you're happy with him, as your happiness is all holding onto. I'm willing to accept you left me to be happy. I'm glad I can give up my happiness for yours, really glad. Please go be happy. Please love him as I love you. Please be as happy with him as I was with you. I love you my little kitty. This is pup saying good bye forever. With tear filled eyes I write this. I've cried every night since we stoped and I will for much longer. My better half is gone and so am I. Pup out.

You shall be missed.

(Can I please say that S'har tripped and accidentally fell on his sword?)

:( We'll miss you S'har

Omg sorry good luck, it iş a Shame that you have to go,

Mereneth wrote

You shall be missed.

(Can I please say that S'har tripped and accidentally fell on his sword?)

How he died has been discussed with Ma'zura. He simply faded away. As if called by some greater being. There is way more detail and an actual story, but I care not for them. So, to answer simply, no you may not.

S'har this breaks my heart to read on so many levels. I will miss you friend. Please come back to the game in the future and look me up if I am still playing, when your heart is healed. It will heal trust me in this. Just play out each day as it comes to you and don't look to the road ahead. One day you will wake up and the walk will feel easier. I am here to talk if you need a friend, I know we were not close friends, but still I am a good ear and caring heart if that is what you need.

Cheer mate and hugs <3

I'll miss you but you know that! Good luck with future ventures, my friend.