Jundara's Journal

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This one has been troubled lately, this one has been having terrible nightmares of this little family who live in a house in the middle of this forest. This one has this nightmare every night. It starts with this one walking through the forest hungry and alone, then this one comes across this small house where the family is sleeping. This one walks past the house but something inside this one stops this one. This one hates what happens next. this one breaks into the house and wakes them all and leads them outside, there hearts start racing creating the most amazing sound this one has ever heard. It is hard for this one to explain what happens next because this one does not know what this one does exactly. This nightmare has left this one with so many questions but this one has no one he can trust to answer this ones questions, Gata has left and Ly'Anna does not know what this nightmare means. This one is afraid that this one is losing control this one is scared

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This one has left S'ren-ja for this one fears he will snap soon. This one will head to Greenshade to put an end to these nightmares. This one has arrived at the place of this ones nightmares, the house is gone. This one does not know what this means but this one feels like something is hear with me. This one has seen it a shadow moves faster than this one has ever seen, this one is hearing voices coming from all around. This one has to leave this place is a place of dark magic. I something wrong this one why The writing turns into scribbles as it trails off the page

This one is confused, this one fell asleep and now this one is in his home, but this one does not remember how he got here. Well this one should get some rest Gata and Ly'Anna should be stopping by to head to the place tomorrow, but this one does not know if this one wants to return.

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This one does not remember much of what has happened lately, but this one does know that he has wounded Ro'John and is terrified that Ro'John hates this one. Though this one has these flashes of what this one believes to be memories of this one killing the family from his nightmare, but when this one thinks hard on that event this one does not recall ever seeing such a place.

On better news this one has believes he has finally broken through with <3 Ly'Anna <3 This one really likes Ly'Anna and has promised to this one that this one will never worry Ly'Anna like that again. Who knows maybe one day this one will have to courage to ask Ly'Anna to marry this one, but till then this one has taken to honing this one's magic skill and meditation. This one will never hurt his family or friends again. This one promises

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This one has spent a lot of time away from S'ren-ja reflecting on this one's self, and on what happened to this one not to long ago, and what this one found was beyond this one's belief. This one remembers, it came back to this one after he was ambushed by bandits. This one was possessed by a spirit, this one does not know what exactly know what this spirit wants with this one but this one knows this spirit feeds off of this ones anger and rage, so it seems that the spirit was banished from this one but can still contact this one. so for now this one must make sure he does not get angry or become enraged. On another paw this one has begun to worry about the S'ren-ja Guard and the new guard captain Alijham. This one has notices a lack of guards in S'ren-ja and it seems to this one that the guard captain has done little to see the guards do there regular patrols. This one feels personally as a guard of S'ren-ja that this is unacceptable and if this continues this one will be forced to see a change in guard captain, but for now this one will just see if anything changes.

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This one has troubled with the lack of people in S'ren-ja lately. This one has noticed that slowly there are less and less people coming to S'ren-ja. So this one see's now that there is no real need for the S'ren-ja guard, that is why this one has hung up his uniform till such time as S'ren-ja has more people come around. In other new this one has become troubled with recent events in S'ren-ja. So this one has decided to use his knowledge of magic and combat to help with the war effort. But first this one must tell Ly'Anna, and Gata.

As for this one's situation with Ly'Anna this one is truly troubled with Ly'Anna mysterious pregnancy. This one know that Ly'Anna's cub is not this one's, This one has promised to be there for Ly'Anna and her cub but this one does not know if this one and Ly'Anna are going to workout. Recently this one has noticed that this one and Ly'Anna don't seem to have anything to talk about or anything in common.

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A lot has happened to this one in the past few weeks, most of what has happened have left this one feeling more and more drawn from others. This one thinks maybe this one was not meant to find love, every time this one has found someone this one is just not good enough so this one has decided to have Gata sever the bond between them. This one knows it will hurt Gata for a bit but Gata is strong and has plenty other children that will not cause her pain like this one has.

This one was also told that the child Anna carries is not from this one, but that this one already knew. What this one did not know was that Anna had the child with someone else behind this ones back because this one was not around enough. Now where has this one heard that before. So it seems this one is giving up on trying to find a mate for this one.

So this one writes this last part one his way to Cyrodiil. This one has joined the 9th Legion Talon Company, a company for battle mages. Several hours ago Ro'john gave this one his orders, This one is to meet up with Talon Company and report to the commanding officer. It seems we will be clearing the way to the Imperial City for the Queens Legion.