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Remilia Catarellius

1 posts · started by Hime on Jan 17, 2015 · 2204 views · in Approved Character Sheets
HimeJan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 10:06 AM #1
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Name: Remilia Catarellius

Gender: Female

Age: 19 years old

Height: 5' 8"

Weight: 133 lbs.

Race: Imperial

Occupation: Traveling Bard

Marital Status: Single

Birth Sign: The Lover

Physical appearance: Appears to be in her late teens, short and petite build with the fair skin of an Imperial's. Has short shoulder-length black hair, eyes whose irises has turned cloudy white due to her blindness. Her clothes, consisting of simple dark red and brown robes, hand wraps, and dark boots are usually ragged and sometimes dirty. Carries a lute with her at all times. She is always seen walking with a long brown cane, tapping it on the ground before her as a guide. Unknown to others even at first glance, the cane is actually a concealed weapon, containing a blade.

Flair: Remilia is blind and uses a long brown cane as she walks around. She has the ability to use a form of echolocation with her lute to determine her surroundings, such as discovering the size of a room she is in or checking for objects and people around her.

Rumors: Given her enigmatic existence, a few rumors that may have spread about her is that she was the daughter of a prostitute, giving her a lowly image among people.

Personality: When Remilia was only a child, she would have been kind and caring, wanting to help others including her mother. However the life she lived through as a beggar changed her personality, making her jaded to the world. Remilia is distrustful of everyone and prefers to do things on her own, typically refusing any help, even those offering her assistance due to her blindness. She also has little to no material desires, living humbly and doesn't mind having to sleep on the streets if she had to. She will not admit it, but Remilia does feel lonely on rare occasions, being alone in a world where mostly everyone looked down upon her.

Remilia won't typically go out of her way to help anyone, sometimes except when they are injured or unconscious, or a child. Her speech is rather blunt when she does speak, otherwise staying silent most of the time, to the point where she even outright ignores people. Due to this, many would view her as cold and distant, a lone wolf, or even lacking empathy, not wanting to indulge in social activities with others for their amusement. It is not that Remilia goes out of her way to be anti-social or rude to others, but her general view of the world has made her that way and it is difficult to change those habits. She knows how to be polite to customers when doing her job, but is otherwise blunt and cold to other inquiries. She also has disdain for men that blatantly hit on her, though she won't really show it at first.

Remilia generally avoids physical contact, something inherited from memories when she was younger, having a man almost rape her. She could even get violent if anyone tried to touch her, even if injured or seemingly in need of assistance. She is especially protective of both her lute and cane, allowing no one to lay their hands on them at any cost as they are her only livelihood.

If asked about her life, Remilia often stays silent and ignores any questions. It isn't easy to get anything out of her, especially her past. It isn't easy to get her riled up either, as she usually shuts herself away emotionally, plus she has conditioned herself to after hearing anything bad told to them when she was younger. Besides her mother, the closest relationship she ever had was with her mentor, who taught her the art of swordplay. Remilia has a general disdain for people, used to being looked down upon as a lowly person. However, she may feel slight sympathy for Khajiit and Argonians, who were treated as lowly and even slaves.

Remilia typically does not like fighting and will avoid it if necessary. If she is in a situation where she is forced to draw her blade, she always takes a defensive stance. Being blind, it is disadvantageous for her to attack first, thus she always waits for her opponent to strike first. Projectiles likes arrows and magic are a bit more tricky for her to avoid, but she usually rolls out of the way to avoid them.

Background: Remilia started life born as an illegitimate child of an Imperial lord in Cyrodiil. Her mother was a simple servant who fell for the lustrous lord's advances, eager to rise to a better social position. However, after Remilia was born, the lord ordered both mother and daughter to leave out of fear of any rumors of adultery springing up and having his wife find out. They were effectively banned from entering the grounds again, and her mother was forced to resort to begging to make ends meet for herself and her infant daughter. As Remilia grew a bit older, her sight began to deteriorate due to a disease, which was sure to leave her blind within a few years. Fearful for her daughter, Remilia's mother began to push herself even harder to try and make money to buy rare alchemical ingredients that could potentially save Remilia's vision. As a result, Remilia's mother resorted to prostitution in order to meet ends.

A few more years had passed and Remilia's sight and her mother's mental state had only worsened, causing her to forget the need to care for her daughter as poverty and selling her body constantly to various men drove her mad. Driven mad from being poor all the time and being unable to stand it, Remilia's mother even resorted to trying to sell Remilia's body for more money. Remilia, still quite young at the age of 13 and vision blurring, was brought into a room with a man whom her mother attempted to prostitute her off to. Out of fear and confusion as the man laid his hands on her, Remilia managed to escape in time before anything else happened, avoiding whatever cruel fate that would had befallen her and ran away, hurt that her own mother betrayed her. For some time, Remilia tried to live by herself, swearing that she wouldn't trust her mother after what had just happened. But being unable to live without anything was too unbearable for Remilia to handle and she eventually caved in and decided to return to her mother, hoping that everything would be set straight again. Remilia's return was too late as she returned only to bear witness to her mother being murdered by one of her clients. Out of shock and trauma of what she had witnessed, Remilia's vision worsened, causing her to lose her sight and caused her to flee.

Remilia, now blind, did her best to take care of herself all by her lonesome. But that was far too much for a young girl to handle as she tried to survive for a week. Hungry, tired, and ragged, Remilia passed out from exhaustion and was found by a dean of a Bard's College, who took pity on her and took her in. Because of her blindness, the dean allowed her to stay to learn the arts to be able to support herself. After being taken in, Remilia adored the sound of music she heard throughout the halls and decided to learn to play the lute during her stay for 3 years. Remilia did indeed learn to play the lute and learned to play it well, easily rising to the top of her class. But such a peaceful life at the college wasn't meant to last as some of the male students made advances on her as she grew older, trying to take advantage over her blindness. Due to her distrust of others, Remilia brushed them off, but their advances soon became too numerous, causing her to leave the college with only her lute in hand.

After leaving the college, the only way Remilia got by was being a beggar, as well as playing in taverns when she could. She would inadvertently hear whispers from others about various crimes happening in Cyrodiil, a few of them happening to beggars like herself. She began to grow even more distrustful of people and began to fear for her life, feeling defenseless and vulnerable with her sight gone. She didn't want to resort to desperate measures to get by like with her mother when she was younger, wanting to get by on her own strength alone. While playing in a tavern one day, Remilia would overhear conversations about a retired army general who was blind. This piqued her interest as this man was blind yet could still fight, prompting her to seek the general out. She soon bumped into an old man; Augin Catarellius; a retired army general who hailed from Cyrodiil, who so happened to also be blind. Wanting to know more about the general's skill with a blade as Remilia believed that it would prove to be of some use as protection, she pleaded for Augin to teach her. Taking pity on someone who was also blind and knowing their hardships, Augin eventually agreed and took Remilia in. He trained her in the art of combat hearing, so that she would not need to rely on others and could easily defend herself if the need arose. Being a quick learner, Remilia learned how to wield a sword in due time and ended up staying with the general for quite some time as he was kind to her and took care of her. But fate suddenly took a turn for the worst, as one day Augin fall extremely ill due to an illness and passed away, granting Remilia parting words that would encourage to explore the world, trying to find a purpose. The most important quote he imparted onto her was, "People cannot live alone." something that has stuck with her ever since. As she had no family left, wanting to leave behind her past she adopts Augin's last name and moves on.

Now, Remilia travels the lands of Tamriel, playing her lute to make money, trying to discover what her purpose in life is, even if she had a purpose. She didn't know, but she would not stop wandering and playing her lute until she managed to find something.

Edited Jan 18, 2015 at 01:12 AM by 0