Staying or Leaving

I will either leave or stay in the guild, for reasons I will explain. This would be a temporary hiatus, for sometime, but I will stay on the site to see what would happen in the next few weeks/months. I am doing this because, I feel like Lal has no place around the rest anymore, and there is no point for her to be there. This is the absolute hardest thing I have ever to write.

Reason:
The main reason that I would be leaving is just Lal in general. She has done bad things which she can never come back from and never will, and if you are reading this, you know who you are, I am not pinning this on you or what happened. There will never be a place for Lal anymore, and I do not want a "be nice to Lal for a time", I do not want that. Lal has messed up and so have I, I admit it. There will never be a place for me again if I leave or make a new character, for there will be "Oh! there is the player that played Lal, I know them" And they will treat me the same. I am just....not feeling anything for what has happened. I really do and truly love this guild, but I am not sure how to continue or where to go, Lal has no where to go. I do not want some sop up or anything trying to change my mind, for there is no going back. I have also gotten disconnected from the guild, as in when I walk into Vulk, no one even notices Lal unless they something in Guild Chat. It has been fun, and you all made me who I am, but I must decide whether to stay or go.


Time: From 2/13/15 - 2/20/15 I will make my choice of whether I will stay or go. When the 20th comes around I will either leave or go, for a time, until I want to come back, for when everyone has forgotten Lal and her bad choices. If you are going to try and say its not my fault, please do not try to. It may be rude but it is my choice and I will face it.

Staying: If I was to stay I will be an outcast like I was at the beginning before I joined the guild, and I would not want anyone not in the guild to be ignored, if any of you see a random person RPing please acknowledge them. I was ignored and it was the worst feeling, you do so many things, but yet you get ignored.

Elsy's eyes only

To Elsy: Elsy, it has been fun doing things with you, and I do not want you to do anything to change the guild for me. Do not try and tell people to be nice to me. Please do this one thing for me. I do not wished to be treated different from everyone else treat me as an equal not like someone that is lower. You have changed me as a person, even if you did not know it, and everyone else has been too. Just.....I really like you as a friend and do not change or do anything, please do this for me, even though we are not very good friends, I see you as one and someone I can trust.

Thats it. Now only time can tell

-Laltris/Axmalexi

Well, you know how i said that I would wait til next friday? Well I made my mind. Thanks to a certain Battlecat, I have decided to stay, but not on Lal. I am creating a new character, a fresh start. Now you may ask "What about Lal?" well IC wise she is taking a long vacation back on Summerset. The new character would be a fresh start, and develop them more then off the top of my head.
-Lal

I'm glad he was able to persuade you to stay, and I can't wait to see your new character :)

I actually just finished a writing exercise that I will be posting soon if you need help with making a new character. It's pretty extensive though, took me a loooong time, I actually had to think of things that I had never thought about in my characters past.

Thanks Ri, the new character is going to be one you would most likely never find in the forest. She prefers the cold(Hint hint)