king_honeybadgerNov 03, 2015Nov 03, 2015 at 07:01 AM
#1
The following journal entry would be found, crumpled and slightly dampened, off to the side of the bridge that crosses over the tallest waterfall to the South of Vulkwasten. It is to be found by Hloriella Timberscrub who will undoubtedly walk by at some point or another.
//The page is not titled but for a date. One may be able to recognize his handwriting.//
I thought I was done feeling for her. I thought that maybe our relationship was so short lived and so lacking of meaning in my loss of memory that perhaps it wouldn't hurt anymore. It didn't hurt for the longest time, not when I got busy. It didn't hurt until I saw her today, and...fuck. I miss her so fucking much. In dropping me how she did, in leaving me, I gained so much. I gained life again. Drive. Passion. I wanted her to be proud of me...I wanted to show that I had changed. I knew something had happened as soon as I could smell Malaki on her. It was so good to see her happy, but fuck, FUCK, everything hit so hard when she was cold in her touch. Her embrace. When she left me...why does this hurt so much? I can't stand this anymore. I thought I had moved on. I thought this wouldn't hurt me. I thought I was stronger than this.
Does she know how much I hurt? Does she feel nothing? Does she fucking feel anything?
I can't keep this shit up. There's no point. It's all fucking over. I'M DONE.
//The page is not titled but for a date. One may be able to recognize his handwriting.//
I thought I was done feeling for her. I thought that maybe our relationship was so short lived and so lacking of meaning in my loss of memory that perhaps it wouldn't hurt anymore. It didn't hurt for the longest time, not when I got busy. It didn't hurt until I saw her today, and...fuck. I miss her so fucking much. In dropping me how she did, in leaving me, I gained so much. I gained life again. Drive. Passion. I wanted her to be proud of me...I wanted to show that I had changed. I knew something had happened as soon as I could smell Malaki on her. It was so good to see her happy, but fuck, FUCK, everything hit so hard when she was cold in her touch. Her embrace. When she left me...why does this hurt so much? I can't stand this anymore. I thought I had moved on. I thought this wouldn't hurt me. I thought I was stronger than this.
Does she know how much I hurt? Does she feel nothing? Does she fucking feel anything?
I can't keep this shit up. There's no point. It's all fucking over. I'M DONE.