Khajiiti Whispers - Kasinae's Diary

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DreamsJun 25, 2017

Jun 25, 2017 at 10:42 PM #1

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When the heart whispers of things it wants, but has no one to listen, where does one turn? For some, they turn to the drink or to skooma. But not everyone is the same. Some turn to other things to keep their heart's desires and wishes. For one woman, this is what she has done. Turned to the pages of a diary, to keep track of her thoughts and desires of her heart.

The secrets of the heart can sometimes overwhelm. It is why she bought he diary. This, dear readers, is the diary of a khajiiti woman by the name of Kasinae Strider.

There is always more than meets the eye, when talking to strangers. They face their own inner struggles day in and day out. She is no different. It is why she turned to these pages for some form of company. Writing is better than driving one's self mad with inner thoughts.

The thoughts are private. So be warned, oh dear reader. If caught with her book, she may attack the one holding it.

DreamsJun 25, 2017

Jun 25, 2017 at 10:46 PM #2

25th of Mid Year - [ There's a few things scratched out. The writing slightly smeared where she attempted to clear the scribbles. ]

Never thought this one would take up writing again.. Always feels like I'm talking to myself.. But.. as it turns out, I'm incredibly lonely. The horses are only so much for company. So here she is, buried in the crisp pages of you, dear diary. Dahjhan is gone most of the time, leaving her to tend the horses alone. He was home briefly, recently. This one admits, she was not thrilled to see the company he brought along. But... for him, she is willing to over look it.

He is friends with the chubby one.. Fats, I believe is that one's name.. Or something close perhaps? We set him up a spot in the barn.. Dah's idea.. Not fond of it. But, the man is Dah's friend, so this one can over look it.. for now. Though she admits, Fats does make her uneasy. It's not the drinking! Oh no.. There's just something.. off... about that man. Dah won't tell her what it is though. I believe he knows. Will have to keep a close eye on his friend, yes?..Yes.

Dah said Fats was raised by nords. Lucky for us this house came with a few nord like things. Once, I traveled the roads of Skyrim.. Back when it was just Dah and myself on the road together. This one remembers what sorts of things nords had in the homes. I tried to set up the barn to reflect a bit of home for Dah's friend as requested. It is probably the only place on this tiny farm that will get to keep nordic things.

There is other things however, to keep this one busy. Kasi has much to to do. Feeding the horses, tending the farm, and keeping the home clean. And as an added surprise, one of the horses is with foal. This one shall have her hands full when the horse gets further along. Particulary, when it is time the foal to meet the world.

She has also been quite busy rearranging and changing things here. Been giving it a more.. Elsywere feel. Would be lying, if this one said she didn't miss home. But Dah did not like the houses there. Too small, he said. We plan to raise a family.. So.. I can understand. A child will need a space in the home. Not just shoved into a corner. But it does not mean that I'm still not going to fix this place up! One day, it will show flairs from home.. Someday..

But.. that's only the surface. This one has left one crime world for another. Assassin and mercenary contracts are a thing of the past. Now I steal. Dah knows.. Could not bring myself to hide it from him. We agreed when we married, no secrets. And so, I am open to him about things. He is also the only one to know. Plan to keep it this way.. Safer. We need coin. He works the life that this one walked away from, while she steals and tends the farm.

Also heard about the happenings around Malabal Tor. Surprised those monsters did not come banging on my gate. I would have shown them some storm magic, had they tried! And also likely would have been horribly wounded fighting by herself. She is almost certain the chubby one would have hidden at the first note of danger. Just as he did when she caught him stealing food from the house. /I did tell him he could have it/. He seems not to have heard me, or thinks he must sneak it.. Strange walker, that one.

Though this one has also heard that Vulkwasten was hit quite hard. Something about daedra pouring into the town. She is glad to know that the villagers and people there fought back against such horrible things. My regret, is not having been there however. I would have fought happily at their sides. She is certain she at least knows some of the people there. Likely not all by name. But Kasi is also very certain she met some of them, and would recognize them by face. This one hopes everyone survived the onslaught and is doing alright. There are good people in that place.

DreamsJul 09, 2017

Jul 09, 2017 at 05:20 AM #3

9th of Sun's Height

It is late enough that this one may go ahead and say it's a new day.. Even though she has not yet closed her eyes for the evening. Kasinae has many things she wants to tell.. But who is willing to listen? She does not know anyone well enough to really open up to anyone. A pity. This one should first start off by saying that Dah is gone again. Not a word to me! Didn't even kiss me goodbye..

There's..something.. that I need to tell him.. Something very important. But where does this one begin? She is not here to rant about the flea ridden khajiit in the barn. Oh no.. not tonight at least. This is something... much more important.. This one wishes Dah would listen to her. Wishes he'd stay home long enough for her to tell him the news.. The very precious news.. Delicate news..

Kasinae is pregnant. The last time, it ended in tragedy. As this one was.. well.. sick.. It's the best way to put it. She lost the baby when she was.. cured. Also the best way to put it... She worries if this will happen again. This one does not think she could bare the thought of losing another innocent life this way. Though she can't tell him because he's not here to tell him. And she'll be damned if she's sending him a damn message through a courier just to let him know. She'd much rather tell him in person!

Seems nature is smiling on all this summer. Freckle, her horse, is also pregnant. This one mentioned that before, in another entry... She is certain of that. And now this one is pregnant also. There shall be much new life in the months to come. So much to plan for.. So much to figure out before this one becomes a mother.

She also is even more unhappy about Fats being in her barn. There is something off about that man. And in the coming months, Kasinae and Dah shall be parents. This one will have to keep a watchful eye on the flea ridden one.. Make sure he don't do anything incredibly stupid.

DreamsJul 27, 2017

Jul 27, 2017 at 01:13 AM #4

26th of Sun's Height - [ Tears stain the pages, and there's claw marks where she had hugged the diary to herself. Ink is smeared in places with hints that fur had touched some of the wet ink. ]

So much is happening.. This one doesn't know where to begin... This month has not been easy. The heavy, constant changing emotions... Mixed with morning sickness.. Gods.. The sickness Kasi can handle.. It's nothing new and nothing that big. The emotions.. It's... up and down. Only way to describe it. This one will start with the bad first.. The bad almost seems to out weight the good.. Almost..

Kasi and Dah argued. He left. He's convinced he can do some good in Cyrodil. In the war effort. This one does not want him to go. We have a family to plan for.. War is bloody.. dangerous. What happens if he does not come home? Kasi does not want to think of the what if's. There's just so many that are swimming around in her head. So many bad thoughts.. So many worries.... She'd be lying if this one said she wasn't scared.

The next bad news is there won't be any new horses to join the family. Kasi's Freckle got out last night and ran away. This one found her laying in a field this morning.. She could not get close.. A senche had gotten Freckle.

This month has been a disaster...

Kasi will be returning to her old work soon. She needs income. With Dah gone, this one cannot afford to just sit around and do nothing. Fats also is proving to be of help. Kasi would be lying if she said that she was not surprised. Getting him to do anything is difficult, but he came in last night and shoved a pouch of coins into her paws. Told this one to use it well, before he stumbled off to the barn. Maybe he's not so bad after all.. Though... this one still don't trust him that well.. Maybe in time..

Of the good, is starting to get along a little better with him. The other good news, is this one found her old friend again. Kesk. He's a good man. She is glad to have found him again. The last time she seen him, was while traveling through Elden Root. He seems to be doing well.. But he mentioned that he is afraid to contact his father.. Something about a past wrong doing. This one don't see how anyone so kind could do something bad enough to have a parent turn their backs on their young. But she was happy to see him again.

He stole her book when she came into the tavern. Maybe this one does read too much.. But... if it's a good book..They are very difficult to put down.

Edited Jul 27, 2017 at 01:17 AM by 0

DreamsAug 21, 2017

Aug 21, 2017 at 09:23 AM #5

21st of Last Seed

This one has been all over Malabal Tor, in search of Fats. Kasi has been taking care of his mount and his cub. But she cannot afford to keep them. Supplying the two with fresh meat, constantly is taking it's toll. She still cannot find him however. No one seems to know where he has gone to. She would hate to put the mount and cub up for adoption, and have him return to claim them.

In the morning, this one will speak with the guards. Someone has to have seen him. This one is not worried about him. Okay.. maybe a little. He's like a man-child..

Then there's the bad news of course... Always bad news.. It's the way of things, yes? She has been without any letters from her mate. Not even a hello. She has sent letter after letter. This one cannot help but wonder if she somehow angered him. She is very worried. Wars are violent and dangerous.. We didn't part on friendly terms. We argued.. This one said that before.

[ Tears stain the page ]

She misses him so much. Words just can't express... And then... [ Ink is badly smeared here from the tears. ] ... She.. she miscarried the baby. No baby. So much stress and worry.. This one is done trying. Kasi does not think she can handle another heart break..

On the other side, she met a young bosmer. This one has helpd her to fix up her home and has even given her the cradle.. Kasi planned to use the cradle for her own young one.. But since there is not going to be a baby, this one thinks she'd do better with it. The young bosmer and her mate... She understands that they some day want children. This one feels it's the least she can do by giving her the cradle.

It's early, but this one thinks the horses are in need of feeding and brushing.. Then this one will be heading to Riften. Until next time diary..

DreamsAug 30, 2017

Aug 30, 2017 at 11:33 AM #6

30th of Last Seed

It has been quite the month.. So many ups and downs. This one has spent so long cooped up on the farm. Tending the house and making sure the horses are well cared for. She had forgotten what it was like to be out there.. To be.. doing things.. rather than sitting on the sidelines. She does not think that she was ever meant to be just a simple house wife. Tending a farm.. Do not get her wrong, she loves the farm. The house is beautiful, and she adores her animals. But.. With Dah gone to war, this one is bored. And desperately needed funds.

She found a contract.. of sorts.. It sent this one out to Morrowind. Thankfully she was able to get portal scrolls to make it easier. With the baby having been lost, there's no need for this one to take things easy. Got to work the moment this one arrived.

The client asked her to... um... access a building and collect some things. This one may have gone a little crazy. Everything not nailed down that looked valuable, she took! All of it in a big bag. This one snagged a diamond before she was caught. Thankfully the guard is a sucker for ladies.. Especially khajiit ladies. She sweet talked her way right out of that mess. She got sick after she left though.. Kissing that man.. He smelled horrible.. But it got her out of trouble.. She had to remind herself of this a few times, to get it under control.

That was only the beginning! ..

On her way out of town, she encountered slavers. Four of them. They came for her, but she gave them the slip and ran for it. Kasi ran and ran.. It felt like my lungs were going to give out by the time Kasi stopped. Used the scroll to get back and fence the goods. Bright moons.. Such a rush! This one had almost forgotten what it was like. Promise though, this one will not fall into it. It was only done because money was tight. It was needed to make sure the animals have proper feed. And to keep the farm going.

Maybe this one can get into being a healer in town. She is certain they likely need another healer around. Healers always seem to be needed. And with a town like Vulkwasten, danger seems to lurk all around this forest..

Spent last night drinking to celebrate being alive. Kasi hates alcohol...usually.. The smell of it.. Ugh.. But.. She is alive! And her tail still intact! That is a cause to celebrate. Circumstances could be much different. This one is glad she is a fast runner. And an even better climber.

After picking up payment, spent the evening at the tavern. This one celebrated all night. Made a new friend, and met an interesting bartender. This one has been studying magic her entire life.. And tonight, she seen someone cut apples using magic to control a knife. Very interesting. This one often forgets that things like that can be done.. Maybe one day, she can do it too. Something like that could be handy.

If only this hang over would go away... if only..

This one also has not gotten word back from her husband. No letters.. Kasi has sent him letter after letter.. And gets nothing back. She has so many worries rushing through her head. Last she seen him, we parted on bad terms. We argued. This one pleaded with him not to go. She never even got the chance to tell him she was pregnant. He acted as if he didn't want to hear her. The baby news no longer matters though. She said that before, Kasi is certain she did.. What matters now, is that she is worried.

There is also no sign of Fats. This one will have to ask the guards later.. When she's less.. hung over.. See if maybe they know where she might aim her search.

DreamsSep 13, 2017

Sep 13, 2017 at 10:23 AM #7

13th of Hearthfire - [ There's alcohol stains on the page. The pages stink of moonsugar rum. Some, if not all of the writings, are difficult to read. The writing smearing and splotchy. Some spots on the page are littered with ink spots where she hestitated while writing. ]

No word.. No letters. Anniversary was today. Possible to celebrate alone? .. [ There's tear stains ] Dark moons and dull claws.. Her ancestors must be laughing..

More things taken... This one keeps telling herself, just to support the farm.. The animals.. But then.. she finds herself liking it more.. And more... Some things are drawing her further into the old life she left behind.. This one has tried to let it go. Tried to stop. But what is one more job? It's helping, yes?

Healer.. This one is a healer.. healer healer healer healer hee... She can do better.. so much better.. Why.. Why does taking things feel so good? Dah knows his beloved to be a good woman.. Would he still want her if he knew what she has resorted to? Kasi does not have the answers.. Wants the answers, but can't get the answers...

[ Spilled ink takes up this portion, marring anything that may have been here. The ink smears into the next portion. ]

Rum is gone.. Need ~~mroe~~ more. Promised self that she would never touch this again.. But, like her... work ... this one can't leave it alo..

[ Giant splotch of ink takes up this part and the next page. Completely marred by this big blob of ink. Kasi having fallen asleep and knocked over the container.]

Edited Sep 13, 2017 at 10:26 AM by 0

DreamsSep 18, 2017

Sep 18, 2017 at 09:51 AM #8

18th of Hearthfire

Why is this one here? ... Dune... This one never thought she'd see this place again. With things at home as they are, this one almost does not want to leave this place.. But she also knows that she cannot remain. Kasi has horses and a senche back home to care for.

Moons, this one is so tired.

She didn't have to come here to steal anything.. And yet.. the allure of home is almost impossible to ignore..

Her husband gone to war, no longer writing to her, this one only has her animals to look forward to.. To hope to see again. For this, she will return home.

Jone and Jode, just let her rest though first..

DreamsSep 25, 2017

Sep 25, 2017 at 03:27 PM #9

25th of Hearthfire

It's over.. This one is alone.. He's... he's not coming home.... Kasi feels more alone than she has ever felt in her entire life.. War takes away everything.. This one is sick of war. Sick of battle.. Sick of violence..

The only thing keeping her here.. and making her wish to stay, is her farm. This one will set up a resting spot for him.. She.. she thinks he'd like that..

DreamsSep 26, 2017

Sep 26, 2017 at 10:57 AM #10

26th of Hearthfire - [ The pages are heavily stained with tears and hints of alcohol. Some of the ink is badly smeared. Other spots, smudged to the point of just being fuzzy thumb prints. ]

This one needs to get out of this house.. Needs to just.. go... anywhere... She doesn't care.. Somewhere is better than here.. At least for awhile. Kasi knows she'll have to come back here.. Knows she'll have to return to tend the farm and the animals.. But she needs work.. Something to distract her from the heavy thoughts rolling through her head.

The military did not send back his body or ashes. His body was unable to be recovered, they claimed. Even so, this one set up that spot for him. It's not much.. But it's in a shady spot, where it also won't be disturbed when visitors come by. And where the horses won't accidentally disturb it.

Kasi had another mage help her to put a very special piece on the stone.. "Between now and then, til I see you again. I'll be loving you. Love me". The other mage wouldn't write it as she said it, but she appreciates the help just the same. This one almost doesn't want to leave where it is placed. But he wouldn't want her to sit outside, clinging to a tombstone.. He would want her ot smile.. She knows that.. But.. it's not so easy for her to do.

Dark moons, this one misses him. She can't look at the house, without seeing him standing there on the patio, staring out at her. Smiling, as he stood with his mug.. She feels.. so lost. Where does she go from here? This year has been a nightmare. This one is done with this year. She wonders if next year will be better...

[ Red wine has been spilled here, maring what may have been written.. But the next half is at least readable. ]

This one got a letter from her sister this morning.. Just hours ago. She is surprised to see a courier out this early.. The sun isn't even up yet. Tsi says she's coming out this way.. Maybe time spent with her will do this one some good.. Do us both some good. It occurs to this one, that Tsi has never seen the Valenwood.. This one knows her sister is going to be surprised when she sees how pretty it is here. Though she also isn't sure when Tsi will arrive. And isn't even sure if Tsi knows how to find her home. Maybe this one should try to get her to meet her at Velyn Harbor.

Kasinae really should go inside... But.. She just.. can't bring herself to leave this place.. This spot.. She has.. never felt this heart broken before. She hopes that the military is wrong. They couldn't find his body.. It's a crazy hope.. But.. she hopes that maybe... Maybe he's still out there somewhere.. It's something that is just not likely though..

Wherever you are, Dah, Kasi hopes you walk on warm sands. Hopes you have found peace.. And prays you have escaped the horrors that war brings. Kasinae will always love you. Always.

Edited Oct 19, 2017 at 01:41 PM by 0

DreamsOct 06, 2017

Oct 06, 2017 at 01:56 PM #11

6th of Frostfall - [ Tears speckle the pages ]

Tsi'Yirra hasn't changed in the least. Kasi spent time with her sister while she visited. But Tsi insisted on leaving after the third day. It has been lonely without her sister here. The only company Kasi has now is her horses, and her senche. Fats never came back, and with no way to find out what has happened to him, his senche is now mine. This one still don't know the lion's name. Maybe she'll give the senche a new one.

Spent the night curled up against Dah's grave. It still feels so unreal. But she has to keep reminding herself that it is. That all of it is. Why couldn't this just be a horrible nightmare? A nightmare maybe brought on from booze and random food? She gets those sometimes.. But no.. Not a nightmare..

Dark moons and dull claws..

Dreamed that he was holding me. I woke to nothing. Just laying in the dirt, with my back against the tombstone. What is this one doing? The house feels so empty. This one needs a distraction. Because of this, Kasi has decided to take herself and go somewhere... anywhere. Maybe this one needs another trip to Riften. The docks are have shady people, and she blends in with the right armor.. or clothes. No one questions why she's there. A good place to pick up work.

Though.. This one also can't help but to wonder if the fences there will still remember her. It has been awhile since she has been in Riften.

Edited Nov 01, 2017 at 07:03 PM by 0

DreamsOct 08, 2017

Oct 08, 2017 at 02:08 AM #12

7th of Frostfall

This one did leave.. She promised herself she would... Anywhere turned out to be the tavern. She got involved in a drinking contest. Kasi did not win. But, she did make new friends. Fena, Varr and Muja. She remembers a very small bit.. Then everything is a blur.

Woke up beside the well, curled up in ball.. Ugh.. my aching head.. This one doesn't know if she ever wants to look at another bottle of rum ever again... But she knows this isn't true. She knows it'll happen again. At least the alcohol numbs the pain.

She can't help but to wonder if this is why Tsi drinks so much.. This one's sister has always been a very heavy drinker. Among.. other things.. Which Kasi simply will not write in these dusty pages. Suffice it to say, her sister is not... um... as innocent.. as some would like to believe.

Moons, this one misses her Dahjhan and little Khiisi dearly. Jone and Jode, watch over them.

This one will stop writing now.. The sound of the quill, and the smell of the ink... This one could do without it. Another time perhaps...

Edited Nov 01, 2017 at 07:05 PM by 0

DreamsNov 01, 2017

Nov 01, 2017 at 07:24 PM #13

31st of Frostfall

Tsi has returned. And she brought with her Februs. The more time she spends here with her senche, the more Kasi thinks Februs is more than meets the eye. This one supposes she'll never know. Tsi certainly won't give a straight answer on it. Or maybe she don't know either? It don't matter, honestly.

This one also has a roommate now. He is a good friend, and a good person. His name is Rax. He has been helping Kasi with the farm. She didn't tell him he had to, but she greatly appreciates the help. We met in an.. awkward.. sudden.. date. She had gone to the tavern to just.. drink. And maybe take home some more rum. But was introduced to him. The next thing she knew, we were at her house. This one made dinner.. and we got very drunk. This one don't remember anything after the second cup. Moons, this one needs to get smaller cups.

But we're friends now. And he is now her roommate. She don't want anything more than friendship right now. The loss of Dah still weighs heavily on her heart.

Last night, Rax brought in his girlfriend. Said she had escaped slavery. This one is glad to see that she made it out safe. Slavers are nothing to play with. Kasi has had a few narrow brushes with them in the past. Likely not the same ones, however. Though to know that one escaped, is a good thing. This one hopes someday that slavery is completely outlawed, so no one can ever own a slave.

We only spoke briefly, then she and Rax went up to rest. This one went outside to find her sister. She found her in the barn, sleeping on a hay pile. Kasi woke her and shooed her back to the house. Tsi slept in front of the hearth again.

This one can't get comfortable in her room.. It's cool enough tonight though, that this one has been sitting outside near th..

[ There's a long streak, the book having fallen away after she fell asleep. ]

DreamsMar 30, 2018

Mar 30, 2018 at 10:11 AM #14

30th of First Seed

[ The pages are wet, the result of being caught in the rain.. And her tent leaking. ]

So much has happened.. Where does this one begin? Is there.. too much to cover? To write it all, this one would be here all night.. So it'll be kept short. It's in the best interest, this one thinks.

Malabal Tor is now nothing but a memory. The town was forced to move. Dominion and the spinners having been at fault. This one don't know all the details.. But knows what she seen. And this one.. zapped poor Afer. She is very sorry. She wishes she could tell him that again. But it's a memory now. Everyone has likely moved on.

Kasi went back to her home. Tried to anyway. There was a note. Telling her that her farm was going to be demolished. There were senche in her home. This one took the most important things, and her horses.. and left. What other choice did this one have? And the other livestock have been sold off. What little coin was made from selling off her livestock, has at least been put towards a decent tent. It leaks though.

This one thought about maybe.. just getting a home here in Grahtwood.. But is reluctant. She may just get a home in Reaper's.. Somewhere far away from here. Portal scrolls can be used to get back and forth if need be. Although, this one also sold her scrolls too.

Also have not seen Tsi lately. This one is uncertain of where she could be. Though she hopes that Tsi is somewhere safe. Knowing her, Tsi has likely returned to Hammerfell. Though Tsi refuses to tell me why she keeps returning out there.

At least this one has her horses..

DreamsJun 05, 2018

Jun 05, 2018 at 04:47 AM #15

[ Date's entirely missing from this entry ]

This one has decided she is going back to Dune. There is nothing for her here. This one will still visit of course. To at least see her friends again. But it is time for this one to return. She never thought she'd want to.. But after everything, going back almost seems like a blessing. Kasi will start over and rebuild.

Farming is at least possible out there. Possible without angering forest spirits. And to be closer to family, it'll be a welcomed thing. Without needing to care for land, this one has had more time to herself. More time to work. Sold off my horses.. Kept my senche. This one can now focus more working.

Maybe return once more to mercenary work.. Or perhaps to the clinic. This one will need to work if she is to get the coi-

[ The rest of this entry is marred by water, having accidentally spilled her drink ]

Edited Jun 05, 2018 at 04:48 AM by 0

DreamsSep 29, 2018

Sep 29, 2018 at 11:47 AM #16

29th of Hearthfire

The sun isn't even up yet.. But this one has made it. Finally, she is in Dune. Home. My father has agreed to let me stay with him for awhile.. Just long enough to get back on my feet. Staying with him will be good, this one thinks. But I do not plan to stay long. Do not wish to overstay my welcome. My senche seems right at home. It is good to see him adjusting so well.

This one knows she visited recently, but it still feels like a dream to be here.. A very good one. Home.. I never want to move out of Dune again.

It is time to rest. This one is exhausted.

DreamsApr 17, 2019

Apr 17, 2019 at 11:44 AM #17

24th of First Seed

This one has started to rebuild. A new life. A new home... But the rum has become her friend.. Father says it is a shackle. What does he know? Got a new herd of horses. And even a cow this morning. She worries about running this farm alone. But in the end, wasn't she always alone? Dah always away.. always..

He has his own spot again. Set not far from the house. This one thinks he'd approve. Dull claws.. This one misses him dearly. Two years already.. This one can hardly believe it.. Two.. years.. Where has the time gone? It just slipped by without her noticing. Put some flowers by the headstone just before the cow and horses arrived. This one needs to put her focus on her livestock. The horses need me. Need someone that can love them. Not a woman left to cry all the time.

It still hurts. Jone and Jode, this one supposes that pain will never fade. But home. This one is home. Dune. Never thought I'd return. All those years ago, left to travel and to see the world. Met Dah.. And life just took off. Yet.. Here she is. Staring at the fading sun. Watching as another night arrives. The setting sun really is beautiful against the pink sand.

She also worries for Tsi. Have not heard from her since the last visit. That girl.. always finding mischief. Father wants nothing to do with her. But she is still this one's little sister. She'll aways be this one's little sister. Please, Jone and Jode, make sure she is safe. Wherever she is. This one wishes the family hadn't fallen apart.

But this one needs to rest. A busy day begins tomorrow.

17th of Rain's Hand

This one had nearly forgotten about this book. It is good to have found it again. Many things have happened since I last wrote anything for these pages. One of the biggest, is getting back on my feet. Having my own home and starting my farm again. Running small mercenary jobs in Dune, it helps pay for it. This one cannot help but to miss everyone, as she has not seen anyone from town in a very long time. Maybe it is time to visit again.

This one has horses again, a home, things are looking up now. The sun isn't even up yet, and already, I can hear the sounds of the rooster. Maybe later tonight, Kasi will go and have a drink. A good excuse to go and visit everyone. A drink, good company, and if she is lucky, to be among friends again.

Edited Apr 17, 2019 at 11:44 AM by 0