A worn, doodle-filled journal

The journal is worn, fraying around the cover. Inside, it's fresh paper. Rebound, apparently.

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Entry 1, whatever day it is, Courmont

Decided to get this old thing rebound. Did it myself. I hope it'll last.

Kashya bites noses. And threatened me (again). It feels weird. I don't like it. Got called a slaver. She was TOTALLY going to bone Estre, though. I wonder if Adsomar knows? Probably doesn't.

I'm going to tell him
I'll talk about it and he'll hear it


kicked afer (it felt good??? its like kicking a shitty person, which he is, has been lying to bosmer person, wants to bang her) and also broke a broken bottle over his head

apparently he got sick? somehow
has been lying to that one bosmer need to remember name lu

i think there was something about a huntsman or something and it felt important, afflicted, uhhh

there are vampire problems. was afer a vampire?
he's pale enough to be one

dont mention it to him

i need to learn altmeris properly even though its a dirty language

-have to learn it

note to self: try to talk with the priest more
bother him about what he knows of the earthbones?

suggest heading down to earthbone burial ground to mages guild
is there a mages guild in this shitty town?

join the local mages guild

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Then there's a drawing of Estre and Kashya kissing with K'y and Adsomar making out in the background. Siirdan and Tsala are also making out, like. Lots. They have exaggerated features.

Tt has, underneath, the title 'bad town filled with people that don't know how to deal with feelings in a healthy way'.

There's also a drawing of a beetle. It's pretty decent.

Entry 2, blah blah, I did this late

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it was bound to happen, they're kinda not the best for one another. she never really liked him i think.
howd they even fuck though??? like, they're the sort of people to rip out one anothers throats than bone
maybe shes REALLY into biting?

had a talk with afer. he's trustworthy. only good person in town, i think. cant believe he got the vampire juice in him at one point. get him a cake, or some sort of sweet next time in elden root

what i have:
jerky
apple slices, candied, moonsugar
a knife
this book (hi)
guilt
other things
mirror
makeup (why?? give this to lu)

mavos is fucked in the head (think he hit it or something)
cant remember right, need to stress him going to the clinic, or to the mages hall

to-do list:
check for curses (this town has to have some)
help with the food crisis
actually help get this town money
go spelunking in a nearby ruin (with people to die for me if i need it)
avoid kashya

also, apologized to estre like, on the weird day
she didn't respond
maybe i should buy her something too?
new jewelry

There's a drawing here of Estre with angry eyes and a big frown. She's covered in jewelry.

also, avoid the breton imperial with the shitty hat. terrible man. threatened to kill me.


its hard
ill be more pleasant, maybe
i am going to be delightful

also an altmer asked about maormer things. wish i actually paid attention during class.
maybe an earthbone knows? probably not
need to spend time remembering. meditation would help

should make myself seem less threatening

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There's a drawing of Kashya with BIG angry eyebrows, snarling with sharp teeth and sharp cheekbones. Her ears are knives. K'y is in the background, screaming at a fire that's consuming his arms. His arms are bacon. Kashya's child is a lemon.

There's a decent drawing of Afer on the next page (which takes up the entire one). His eyes are closed, his expression relaxed. He seems to be emerging from a dark pool.
dont draw this stuff again, its weird

Entry 3, a bit late, but still.

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things bought (and given away):
chocolate covered blueberries (for kashya's lemonling)
bit of cured ham (for kashya)
book on animal husbandry (for dar'ashi)
rock candy (for mavos)
more jerky (for k'y)
a handkerchief (for afer)
a ring, silver, worn (for estre, maybe she'll like it? peace offering) try to clean it up it's old. don't mention where found.

note to self; try to spare funds. commune with the earthbones???
is it rude to ask them where to find valuables?
did it, old bones wont tell anyone, will they?
don't try pickpocketing
theft is bad. try to be honest for once

also, watch out for weirdness near ruins
dont go inside
went into one, didnt like the feeling (air filled with too much static, left)

do i seem desperate?
i've given mavos two things already (technically multiple things). he's not well. he doesn't /feel/ well.
ask him to let me see if there's something wrong with his magicka
too weird

also, check out clinic. haven't been inside. need to make certain that it isn't like the kitchen
probably is it is

ask afer about local ruins, any strange activity
offer magical expertise in helping afer track people/beasts
violence is the last thing i want to start getting into
might need to



get a spear
got one--wooden. shoddy. better than nothing
fishing in valenwood is different from the shallows. less opportunities to spear them, water murky.
watch out for stranglers use fire
hoarvores are dangerous, disgusting, disturbing. try to fish by the coast.

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There's a drawing of a fish with elf ears, and poofy hair. It's obvious who it is.

Entry 4

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It's just a drawing of some scantly clad Breton woman getting her face punched. You know. ;)